Betrayal of my principles
2003-06-14 @ 1:56 a.m.

Betrayal of my every last principle has once again left me in the pitch darkness of my innermost guilt. So many things left inside that i just can't let out. Not to you, not to her, not to anyone. It becomes so bad that sometimes i wonder if it's all a facade. My mask grows thicker by the day as I seemingly convince myself that "Hey, Life IS good."

Is it? Someone please let me know.

Classic Radiohead:

Drying up in conversation
you will be the one who cannot talk.
All your insides fall to pieces,
you just sit there wishing you could still make love.
They're the ones who'll hate you when you think you've got the world all sussed out.
They're the ones who'll spit at you,
you will be the one screaming out.
It's the best thing that you ever had.

then&now
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End - 2005-12-22
2005 NASS AWARDS - 2005-11-22
Sweetest Downfall - 2005-11-19
Last Wish - 2005-11-14
Lost In Synthetics - 2004-11-17