I have lost my sight on many things. Emotionally, and spiritually. How am i to guide when i myself am blind?

Faith is a gift.

Am in dire need for spiritual norishment. I felt so lost when i took A to church with me today. Like i couldn't enrich his experience there. For I like him am fallen too. I gave my word that I would bring her to him. Seems all too distant now. I am lost. I need guidance.

Adults we are.

I have died within me. I miss feeling the tingling sensations when the smallest of things are done, the meekest of words are said and the tiniest of gifts are given. Are we too old to feel this way? Adults we are. I miss these feelings so bad. Many years have passed since its last. Have I been branded childish or dramatic in indulging in my every last thought and emotion into this open space, brandishing it for every last whip of their cold comments? Am I aging?

Stop it. Please.

then&now