Very much. But a huge part of me knows it'll all fall into place, and very very very nicely too. That fact keeps me going.
I sense many things pulling it apart, it's really scary but i know i can't breakdown, not now. Not ever.
So many things I find inside that I've only been able to dream of, the thought that it's reality sends tingles down my spine.
Maybe I'm jumping too fast, but I just really wanna get adapted soon, settling in. It's been too long and wrong.
I'm so glad I get the feeling like something right has come my way. It's been too long.

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