Reluctance
2004-02-04 @ 1:35 p.m.

Finally completed my final setup to ease my folks of maintaining my tank!

Man, time flies. 7 days before my flight. 7 days before i take a first step closer to fufilling what lies before me. 7 days to life with her.

It's wierd how i've been looking forward to this all the time and now that it's here, i can't seem to get motivated to pack, to get ready, to brace myself.

I call it laziness, she calls it fear. Hate it when she's right. But not completely though. Its less of a fear and more of a reluctance. Reluctance to let go of what i had built here around me, my comfort zone, my euthopia.

But step i must and that i will, hand in hand with her. I'm gonna miss my buds back here as hell.

Love to all,
Rome
4th Feb 2004

then&now

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End - 2005-12-22
2005 NASS AWARDS - 2005-11-22
Sweetest Downfall - 2005-11-19
Last Wish - 2005-11-14
Lost In Synthetics - 2004-11-17